Wonky few weeks

I've been failing completely lately. I've been dealing with a lot and I've been feeling a bit wonky since. I attempted #82 - Say "I love you" & hear it back, but I was rejected and after 2years of knowing the person and being lied to / lead on, I decided to cut off contact. I'm not going to class this as a failed task because it's something I can try again, but because of this whole situation I've been quite a sad panda and attempted a few other tasks while I was visiting a friend but didn't manage. I was supposed to be seeing a band on Tuesday, a band I've been very excited about seeing but my confidence has been knocked so I'm not going. Task #36 is going to be a struggle.

I have made money from the tickets I initially had to go to the gig so #04/#05 are getting closer to the targets! Yey! I'm also not drinking fizzy drinks (#61). I'd not drank any for about a week but on Thursday I slipped up and had a diet coke with my Jack Daniels (What else could I mix it with?) so I'm counting from Friday. Fingers crossed I manage 30 days! It'll be Saturday the 18th of July after 30 days I think. I'll try keep updating though.